What's Up With McCain?

I wish that McCain would buck up! I'm thanking God every day that the House didn't pass the bailout bill, yet he seems disappointed with the whole thing. Why? Isn't it a GOOD thing that our country isn't going socialist? Isn't it a GOOD thing that Paulson isn't getting how many millions of bucks? I just don't get it. And another thing is this, why isn't he putting a ton of adds out there talking about all of the cronies that are apart of Obama's campaign team that were also a part of all of the scandal behind Freddy Mac and Fannie Mae. Franklin Raynes, for instance? I think he's being way too respectful with the whole thing. McCain needs to reveal all of the hidden facts about Obama that most Americans don't know! So why isn't he for pete's sake?

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

A Really Big Bummer

Well.... earlier today I was looking at a layout of the Kings/Prophets of Judah and Israel, and realized that Hosea was not a prophet (or probably even alive) during the time of Jeroboam. My mistake was, Hosea lived and prophesied during the times of Jeroboam II, which lived quite a while after the first Jeroboam was dead. So.... I'll have to rethink the book a bit. It really is too bad, and it's really depressing considering that I can't really find any in depth information about the reign of Jeroboam II. Ah well, I guess the world will continue to go round.

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

Greed and Money

What's going on with the world? I kind of feel like we're in a whirlpool, new things popping up every day that should give us cause for uneasiness. I wonder what's going on in Washington, what words are being said about the economy behind closed doors? Where is Pesident Bush? What does he think? What does he plan to do? Give all the money to a man who will hopefully, "fix it,". I wish that Bush would stand up to the plate, I have a feeling that he's been checked out from the White House for a several months, and can't wait to get out. I mean, who could blame him? Don't get me wrong, I've always been a big supporter of the President, but I just want to see some action! God help us if Obama wins the election, he's an insecure man (it's written all over his frowning face) who never got the love and support that he desperately needed from his father. I wish I could vote so badly. If the American people put him into office, I really believe that it will be the end of this country as we know it. And what about this hideous skit that Saturday Night Live put on about Todd Palin and his daughters? Tell me this, since when was incest funny? It's sickening, I can't wait to watch that show go to pot. God help us. 

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

The Book of Hosea: Part Two

In really studying the times of Hosea while reading the book, an entirely new picture of it has opened up before me. Yesterday I began to write a blog questioning why God made Jeroboam King of Israel even when He knew what kind of a man Jeroboam would turn into? I didn't finish the blog, but asked my brother what he thought on the matter. Why would God make a man who would later rebel against Him, King of Israel if He knew all things? Alex's answer was very moving to me.

Jeroboam had the potential to be a wonderful King for Israel, but he chose not to be. God knew that he would choose not to be, but he still gave Jeroboam the choice. Even though he knew that Jeroboam would turn away from Him, He still gave him the chance. I think that's really amazing, it just shows you how incredible God is. Jeroboam was going against God's plans, but God let him have a free choice.

I guess that some people would think, "Well, duh!" when they heard that, but it never occurred to me, at least not in this instance.

Gretchen Emily Wolaver 

Learning the Guitar

A few weeks ago I began to learn the guitar. I already play the mandolin and violin so this is an incredibly new and fun experience for me, though very confusing because of the difference between the strings of the mandolin and guitar. My teacher (undoubtedly the best I have ever had on any instrument) just taught me how to finger pick. It is so hard! I was just practicing it today and my fingers are terribly sore. I am very very excited though, I never thought that the guitar could or would be this fun. My little brother also plays guitar, it'll be really fun when we can play duets together. I suppose that this little cherub isn't quite as excited as I.

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

An Unfinished Letter

The pen is still, the ink is black

The old man's hand and head are slack.

He's sitting at his desk of wood

The writing desk is rough and crude.

How long has he been sitting there?

With wrinkled face and uncombed hair?

Why don't his children come and call?

Looks like they haven't come at all.

He had a wife, or so it seems

The gold band on his finger gleams.

But if he had a wife and child,

They haven't come in quite a while.

Underneath his arms there lies

An old brown paper that was white

When snow fell down and trees were bare

Before the sun shone bright and glared

Upon the earth which soon forgot

This aged man whom God begot.

Upon the paper lay the words

That none but he have ever heard 

When he murmured them so low

To himself so soft and slow.

Before he came to face his death

To breathe his very final breath.

"My dearest wife, my dearest child,

I've been away for quite a while.

Upon the ocean, sailing fast

To come back home to you at last.

To find you here so safe and sound!

But you, dear wife, I never found."

He'd formed the words with trembling tears

He'd been away so many years!

His hair once red had turned to gray

Why should she wait? Why should she stay?

She prob'ly thought him dead and gone

To that fair land where all is dawn.

"Oh my dear wife, I've loved you yet!

I've loved you under each sunset!

I've dreamt of you from first to last,

My dreams of you still holding fast!

Through every storm through every sigh!

I've watched the earth go rolling by. "

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

My Mistake

After writing my last blog I decided to look up a layout of the Kings of Judah and Israel in Google... well, I found it, and it showed me what I was missing in Hosea's life time. It turns out that there were several kings of Israel in the lifetime of one king of Judah. Who would've thought it? I suppose I've got a lot more to learn yet.


Gretchen Emily Wolaver

The Book of Hosea: Part One

Lately I've been reading the book of Hosea. I never knew that the Prophets could be so interesting! I've been trying to make a layout of the Kings of Israel and Judah versus the Prophets, it can be so incredibly confusing. For instance, Hosea lived and prophesied in the the times of the Kings Uzziah, Jotham, Ahaz, and Hezekiah, of Judah, as well as King Jeroboam of Israel. Now, you tell me how this works, Jeroboam reigned in Israel directly after the death of King Solomon, and in my studies I have discovered that there were a lot of kings (of Judah) between Jeroboam and Uzziah. So how long did Hosea live? I suppose he could have lived a very long time, considering he lived in the Old Testament.

Hosea was told by God to marry the whore Gomer (yes, like Gomer Pile in Andy Griffith, though I think that the spelling is a bit different). When i was younger I sometimes wondered why God would tell a prophet (of all people) to marry a whore, but as I've gotten older I've gron to realize that God wasn't punishing Hosea, He was having him marry Gomer to illustrate what His relationship with Israel was like. In Hosea chapter 2 God tells about his relationship to Israel in the language of a husband trying to woo back his wife from her many lovers.. It's rather harsh through the beginning of the chapter, but at the end it becomes absolutely beautiful.

Hosea had three children out of Gomer, Jezreel, No Mercy (for God would have no more mercy upon the house of Israel), and Not My People, "for you are not my people, and I am not your God."

At the end of chapter 2, after God has spoken of calling back His wife and redeeming her, He says:

"And I will have mercy on No Mercy, and I will say to Not My People, "You are my people," and he shall say, "You are my God."

I think that that is a wonderfully beautiful picture. It really astounds me how even though the Israelites turned away from God over and over again, worshiping golden calves and false gods, He always wanted them back, He actually pleaded with them. If I were God (thank God I'm not) I would have abandoned them (and us) long ago. But he is faithful even when we are not.

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

Les Miserables

I read the unedited version of the book Les Miserables a couple of months ago. It's undoubtedly one of the best books I've ever read, the writing was phenomenal, and the character's were flawless. Well, not literally flawless, but the writing of them was. When I was little I saw the movie version of Les Miserables starring Leam Neeson. I remember liking the film, but looking back on the few moments that I actually remember, I realize that it really wasn't that great. Mama always said that it wasn't, she's always liked the older movie version starring Robert Jordan (I think that's his name) as Jean Valjean, and Anthony Perkins as Javert. I watched that film just a few days ago, and thought that it was a respectable portrayal of the book, though not a fifth as good. While reading the book I kept on thinking, "Why the heck does he have to go into fifty pages worth of that stupid Bishop?" But watching the movie, where they condensed sixty pages of the Bishop into five minutes worth of movie, I suddenly saw why Victor Hugo wrote so much on sideline characters. If I had not read the book before seeing the movie my knowledge of the characters would have been about a third of what it is. I wish so badly that someone would make movies of long books where they don't chop out three fourths of the book. I declare, I think that they probably cut two or three climaxes out of the story in the movie. If you haven't, you have to read Les Miserables, don't settle for watching the movie whatever you do. Now, in defense of the movie, I thought that their portrayal of Javert was absolutely perfect, he was the entire character and more, the Bishop was also very well cast. But, one problem more with the film, Marius was hideous! The poor guy who played him had this broad face, with incredibly close set eyes that made him look sort of pig-like. His and Cosette's romance was the worst thing of all. But Javert was incredible. If you liked the book than you should see the movie just for his sake. 

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

The Peridot

After Daddy saw my blog he said, "That's great Gretchen, but what's a Peridot?" So I thought I would explain it for anyone who doesn't know. A Peridot is the August birthstone. It's a bright green gem that looks exactly like the one in the picture. You pronounce the word pear-uh-doe. Just in case you didn't know!

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

Lady Rust

This is another poem I wrote. The scene is Farmer Brown talking to the rust on his fence. A children's poem. Lady Rust and Farmer Brown take turns speaking.

Lady Rust

"Where have you come from, Lady Rust?

Making fun of all the dust?"

"The gate was old, the day was cold,

And I was in need of a home."

"No, that was not my question dear.

My question was, what brought you here?"

"The other farmer turned me out,

He washed me off with soap and towel."

"Then you came here. Now ain't that right?

You didn't have a home in sight?"

"Oh no, I did have quite a choice,

But your nice gate was far from noise."

"You don't like noise then, do you dear?

The sound is hateful to your ear?"

"Oh yes, I hate it quite a bit.

It makes me want to shout, "Now quit!"

"So if I made some noise for you,

Would you pack up and leave me too?"

"Oh no, my dearest Farmer Brown.

The nearest gates are cross the down!"

"What if I took you on my arm?

Carried you to another farm?"

"Well I shall have to think on that

This farm is nice, and there's no cats."

"You do not like cats either, aye?

You don't like paws to scratch by day?"

"Oh no, not day, and nor by night!

Just the sight gives me a fright!"

The farmer disappeared a spell,

Then reappeared with cat and bell.

"Oh, dear!" she cried, "I never saw

that cat before. Oh, those sharp claws!"

"Would you like for me to take

you cross the down to find a gate?"

"Oh yes sir, please. I'd like to see

the downs. They're quite unknown to me."

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

Dance of the Autumn Fay

This is a poem I wrote just the other day. Enjoy!

Dance of the Autumn Fay

The air is still, the hush has fell

The wind moves softly through the dell

The sun is sinking in the sky

And fairies leave their beds to fly

They're little more than sparkles bright

Little more than dots of light

But if you can get close to touch

You'll find upon your soul a hush

As if, to breathe you'll break the spell

Of fairies dancing in the dell

They fly into a circle gay

Each with a leaf of autumn day

Of orange, red, and green, and gold

They light up all the colors so!

That lights upon the dell do play

Of golden colors bright as day!

Into the circle steps a pair

One with long golden flowing hair

As if all gold in all the world 

Was put into her locks unfurled

Beside her dances sprite or man?

His face so young, yet old, like sand

They both are dressed in garments green

As if to say, "Here comes the Spring!"

He danced with her, and she with him

While all the rest looked on at them

Their flowing tresses gleaming fair

As if the sun had risen there

They lifted up into the clouds

And seemed to join the starry crowds.

The host of fay looked at the sky

Up to the stars to say goodbye

To fairies turned to stars up there

Where even night is day so fair

The angels gather in the dell

To say their final, last farewell.

Stars upon the earth do shine

When fairies meet and make a line

To dance beneath the stars of night

Entrancing beauty made of light!

Gretchen Emily Wolaver

Welcome

For the past several months I have been considering the future that I want for myself. For a long time I've thought of my future as being a long way away, that I have a long time to consider what I want my life to be and a lot of time to prepare myself for it. But recently I've realized that I have only a few years before I need to be prepared to enter into the world as an adult. I've decided to start this blog to have a place where I can put down my thoughts and the things I write, but also to practice my literary skills, and just to have fun. Perhaps in this vast cyberspace there will be someone who will read what I put down, but whether there will be or not, I've decided to not care. I and my sister Camille had another blog that I've decided to abandon (she did so long ago) because the name is cheesy. Great reason, right? Gretchen Emily